February 14, 2006

Diary-x has suffered a massive drive failure.  Due to an admitted failure on the part of the management, backups have not been performed. I don’t keep personal copies, so it’s a bit unsettling to think that all those entries could be lost… I’ve come to rely on journal entries to jog my memory on numerous occasions, but now there is a good chance that such an option will no longer be available to me…

Oh well, there’s nothing I can do, so there’s no use agonizing over this.  And, in the grand scheme of things, this is a relatively minor problem.  I recently had a good dose of perspective after hearing about an experience My Friend had.  Last week, she went to Albany for a post-surgical appointment, and the results were troublesome.  As she was driving home, with thoughts of what the doctor had told her weighing heavily on her mind, she got a flat tire. In the dark, on the Taconic State Parkway, a scary road even under the best conditions.

I told My Friend that I would have freaked out if that had happened to me, but she said she took it in stride. Fortunately, a passing State Trooper pulled over and stayed there until the tow truck arrived. The way My Friend handled the situation really made an impression on me.  I wish I could be more like her, but I just don’t seem to be wired that way.

Besides being an English teacher and Department Head, My Friend does yoga, meditates and is a Reiki Master and Reflexologist. I, on the other hand, am a major worrywart. You’d think some of that peace and calm would rub off on me, but it hasn’t.  Go figure.

In other news, I continue to be preoccupied with physical pain.  A couple of years ago, when I was suffering from the agony of a herniated disc and related sciatica, I had a nightmare in which I dreamt that I was in heavy labor.  That’s how my brain chose to deal with the pain I was experiencing in that part of my anatomy.  A week or so ago, my brain chose to deal with the pain in my neck and head by causing me to have a nightmare about demonic possession.  “Mother, make it stop!”

So, today is Valentine’s Day.  To celebrate, I’ll be going to the dentist.  What was I thinking when I made that appointment??  Afterwards, I’ll come home to a meal prepared by my daughter, Rebecca.  She’s coming home from college just for the occasion, and will drive back to school tomorrow morning. 

Speaking of tomorrow, Daniel and I have an appointment for a residency interview with the Department of Immigration in New York City. Wish us luck!

Song of the Day:  The Exorcist by Hellacopters

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